Sunday, October 9, 2011

Decisions...decisions

Wow - well without giving details right now - Dan has had the opportunity to interview with some great companies over the last little bit for a summer internship and he has a couple more this week that I am REALLY excited about. With that being said, there is also something else that we have seriously been considering and can I just say - I hate the uncertainty of not knowing where we are going to be this summer. I think a lot of it has to do with the fact that this time we will not just be moving our little family of three, but there will be another little baby with us - baby girl Garner will only be 4 months old and moving last summer back to Utah was great but our one car didn't even fit everything we needed for the 3 of us - next summer we will have an almost 3 year old and 4 month old baby - and everyone that has kids knows that you need A LOT of stuff for kids and especially babies! Where will we stay? Will we rent out our house again here for the summer? If so - to who - last summer everything just worked out so perfectly and it all just fell into place and into our laps, this year there are so many more options and big decisions I just feel very overwhelmed. I'm probably feeling this way because I'm pregnant and all my emotions seem to be amplified 1000% haha but I just want to know RIGHT NOW what is going to happen. Apparently I am not very patient. I am such a planner that this kind of stuff is so stressful for me - I have already started looking for living arrangements in all the locations we could possibly be this summer and I'm pretty sure that doing that is making me go more crazy because hello... we wouldn't be moving for 7ish months and we don't even know where yet. I need to stop - I just wanted to document my feelings about this time of uncertainty in our lives and even though it is uncertain, it  is also very exciting and I just need to focus on the excitement of it all!

1 comment:

  1. I'm still holding out a sliver of hope that you and Dan can come back to Utah again this summer. We BOTH have to meet our little nieces!!! But of course, no matter where you end up going, I hope everything works out great for you and your growing family! :)

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